My World is Dark without Love, Hope and Faith
About Me
Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny
Age : 23
Location : Singapore
Birthday : 8th June 1984
Zodiac Sign : Gemini
Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com


I love to receive SMSes. Especially yours. I love to receive calls. Especially yours too. I love to pamper you. If only you give me the chance to. I love to be pampered. By you most. I love attentions. Expecially from you. I love to be appreciated. I love discovering stuffs. I like to experiment. I am just human. I am who I am. Love, Hope and Faith are the 3 keys to happiness, I am someone without them...Only a small beam of light shining from the ceiling inside this dark cell, thats my family...My World is Dark...Will You save me?
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    Friday, April 29, 2005

    Not bad Weather Night

    Hmmm, finally finish my SSOP telephone message role-play, hahaha...Thanks to my friends for tips on doing the role-play, I got 39 out of a total of 40 points (WOOhOO~!!!)...Well, I am still worried whether can I get a 'A' for this subject as I missed a presentation for 1 previous group work...

    Hmmm, got the torent link for "Battle Royale" from Suan Teck, but can't download...Don't know why, so I think I will just forget it le, didn't basically nothing in school today, cracking jokes here and there only maybe...

    Got Akon - Mr lonely from Mousey through thumbdrive...Haha, maybe thats the only safe way now to transfer songs...keke! ;p Click here to listen to the song and lyrics to sing along... :)

    Still trying to know whats Yvonne's chinese name, its still a mystery until now...Haha, and she haven't go make her I/C since she lost it some time ago...

    Hmm, thats all for now I think, wanna go watch Saiyuki le, LoL~ ByEeEeEeeE... (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 12:01 AM

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    Thursday, April 28, 2005

    Still very Hot Morning

    Wonder why is it so hot nowadays, Hmmm, By the way, its my SSOP telephone message role-play later in the morning...Wonder how will I fare, kinda worry, heard from friends who did it said that there will be a total of 40 marks and if you ever make a mistake during the role-play, they minus marks from you...

    The worst I heard got only 27, I am so stress now...Haha, just chat with my friend, Shizuka on MSN and found out that she is working at Tenchi comic shop located in Jurong East, (Yeah! Buy comic got discount loh..kekeke) <--- Niao Kia. And she displayed this as her photo, she got it from the JUMP shop located at don't know where lah...

    Its so nice, but find it bulky and abit CiCi for guys, although Naruto uses it lah, LoL~! Just hope my Manga will come out soon...By the way, Suan Teck keep advertising "Battle Royale" to me, makes me also interested liao...So feel like watching it...

    But too bad you can't find it in Singapore, because the good for nothing government 'ban' it...Everything ban ban ban, send songs also ban...Don't they trust Singaporeans at all? Most of us are Kiasu, we want cheap and neat quality goods...Sometimes when I buy things say maybe like a game "ORIGINAL", so happily bring it home and wanted to play it, ended up, CD problem and when you take it back to the store, the salesperson will tell you, sorry, items purchased are not refundable...:|

    Prices for so many things increasing, do they only think for rich people in Singapore? Com'on there are still people around with a family of 5 living on a basic salary of a sole bread winner of not more than "$I really don't know" say about S$3,000 for 2 JOBS day and night!!!Plus minus the huge electricity and water bills, school fees and etc...home utensils, basic needs, entertainment system...how can we survive? Right? Haha, I can't seriously...

    Hmmm, trying hard to save up, but ended up wasting it on friday and saturday while going out with friends, need a job, but will not be able to wake up on time for school, and the problem is, "44 more days to enlistment" (-_-") So Fast~~~

    Okie, now, I have just shout out through the blog here about my unhappiness to the society now...Hope nobody will sue me for that, well, nobody forced you to read my blog right~ :p

    Hmm, I think thats really all for now...wow, told you I am hard working today le, blogged so much, LoL~! Feeling great and Hot! Sizzling Hot!

    Posted by Sunny @ 1:12 AM

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    Wednesday, April 27, 2005

    Sweating Pig Night

    Damn...So hot after hearing her describing how hot she were, lol...Just got back from soccer, fast eh...Waiting for myself to cool down before bathing and watching my favourite series on channel 8...Yes, its the "Twin Heroes"!

    Wahaha, Hmmm, talking about soccer...Wah, went there for not more than 10 minutes then had to head home, cause brainless me forgotten the most importanat thing..."THE BALL". Oh my god...LoL! :D

    When everything settle, got ball and people, join the game; touch the ball a couple of times and "GOAL"!!!! The other team scored...Haha

    Then again, it may be because we all had our own business and seldom get together like that for soccer then all got rusty maybe <--- EXCUSE! Haha...

    Okie now, we got back to where we were sitting, then they starting talking about going for a drink later and "~!@#$$%" later, they decided to go out, and so they started to pack and head home...

    CONCLUSION: Neo Yizan just went there sit for like about 10 minutes then went back home for about 15 minutes and went back to play for about 5 minutes and started chatting for about another 15 minutes then doing rubbish stuff for about 20 minutes then headed home...

    Neo Yizan ask: Whats the point of going there dude?! >:(

    Okie, that is all I have for you tonight...Happy reading ya! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:09 PM

    Going to Rain Evening

    Oh my god, thinking of going for a jog tonight, but friends called for soccer, was so excited about it as its been a long time since I worked out, then it was cancelled as it was going to rain...But there isn't a drop of it yet since the sky turning dark...

    By the way, finally finish my SW theory, lucky still can take if not really *XI*, haha...

    Today is quite a special day for me, don't know why, suddenly got that much energy to keep working and working...Haha, got
    "Gensomaden Saiyuki"
    and
    "Saiyuki Reload"
    ...Haha, suddenly feel like drinking cold coffee...

    Yeah! got soccer again, but must walk very far, haiz..Kinda sad cozz graduating soon, won't bear to leave my cute classmates...Cozz hard to keep in contact, I don't think I am that close to them myself..>.<"

    Hahaha...Went Jurong Point for a walk yesterday and bought 2 albums with my allowance, Twins latest and Luo Zhi Xiang latest althought it was out quite some time ago...LoL, nice, and whats great is the price, bought 2 for just S$18...The shop are having offer, Animes and music album selling cheap cheap. But don't know how long will they be there until...Hmmm, I think thats all for today le..Hope there will be more people tagging...Soccer Time!(",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 7:18 PM

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    Monday, April 25, 2005

    Don't Know Weather Morning

    Hi all, just rotting around I am having my insomnia period again...Got home abit late and was tired this few days and well, skipped blogging...Sheez, I thought I could blog every single day to keep the record nice, but well...Did quite lots of things over the weekend but well...Kinda forgotten what exactly I did (-_-")...HaHa!

    Well, from my bits and pieces of memory, I think I was home playing risk board game with friends which turned out nobody winning then went out for supper at a near-by 24-hours coffee shop and ate a bowl of minced meat noodle <--- crapping again haha...

    On saturday, slept til 2pm if I am not wrong, then watched Dvds til evening and went out with friends again to watch "Creep" at West Mall located at Bukit Batok if some gunndos don't even know wheres that...Well, the show was not bad, its just crappy...The objective of the movie is to let you think and imagine as there are whole big bunch of questions left after the shows...But its recommended for those who likes gruesome scenes. After the show, we then went to West Coast RC aka Recreation Center for snooker...

    On Sunday, woke up late too, at 4pm, then loitered around outside my house, then my friends called to ask me out again...Went for snooker again...Then to Taman Jurong for supper while watching soccer, Man Utd vs New Castle...Then back home...Wow, what a weekend...And now, can't sleep leh...How to go school...Kaoz, still haven't take my SW theory test, won't wanna retain just to finish my SW again...Sheez...Well, thats it for today I think...>.<"

    Posted by Sunny @ 4:24 AM

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    Thursday, April 21, 2005

    Cool Weather Night

    Hello, didn't do much today, skipped school again and my CA aka Class Advisor called, but was still sleeping, hmmm...

    Well, Starhub cork up it's internet connection with some server maintainance, and the comp was laggy throughout the whole day yesterday, and whats worst is that stupid Gunbound, got nothing better to do, they upgraded their webpage, and well, it look nice but it was rather laggy too...

    I still prefer the previous one which is more easy accessible, haha...And softnyx is going to have a new game called Rakion: chaos force, wonder if its nice, I heard from people that its also free...I hope so too...

    Life is so bored now, the date to enlistment draws nearer and nearer and exams are round the corner too, goddess sake, and I still didn't go for any medical check up myself yet...

    Just feels like cooling off for awhile and roll around in my room...>.< !

    Posted by Sunny @ 8:30 PM

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    Wednesday, April 20, 2005

    Hot Weather Night

    Well, there more to say, I was confronted by an Email from the classmate I make fun of:

    "I saw your blog. Today's entry.

    Well, I am in school now, just did my WP CA2 this morning, well...Discovered some mistakes but ignored it as I already printed and so many other people are printing...

    Felt so pissed as some "FUCK ME" woman fan her anger at me as she can't print her assignments and she is one of the first ones finishing their assignments...

    What the pipi!? Can't she even take a joke? No wonder she gives off such smelly scent when she is near to me...OMG!!!

    I think her mom picked her up from some rubbish dump!! :D


    In Reply:

    You may say that by emailing to you about this, I am acknowledging that I am the person in question. Before you hurt me further, please listen at least to what I have to say. You may laugh. You may even show this around to your friends. But at least, let me speak.

    I hadn't finish my assignments yet. I was frustrated I could not get the printer to print after twenty minutes. Tensions ran high at that time. I lost my cool. A lot of pressure and unintentionally, spiteful words may be exchanged.

    I was angry and upset because I thought you would have let it go. I didn't say the words, you know that. A girl's reputation is very important to her. I think you have enough fuck-me-jokes at my expense for two days now.

    You think I want to be smelly? I try to be less offensive to people's noses. Ok, you say maybe I haven't try enough. I am sorry, I am so repulsive. It is hard being a fat girl, you know. You use more energy. You sweat more. I wish I could take a bath every three hours or so. (Don't laugh, please). It is bad enough people will rather ignore me because I am fat. I figure ok, not much of a loss. But it hurts people are snickering about you. God, you think I never worry whether I smell so bad every day? When I am going home, I wish I don't have to take a bus. You say I may as well stay home and spare people from my smell. I wish. I do wish I stop repelling people that way.

    We are not close friends. We are only classmates. Still I am a human. So you say a blog is to talk about your feelings, what you feel at that moment but a blog is also public.

    It hurts. It really hurts. I can laugh. I can joke. But please, don't joke about my reputation (ok, laugh. You say, "What reputation?")

    I never hate you. I just didn't like you making jokes about Fucking Me. I didn't like the fact that you couldn't be more sensitive. But when a new day comes, I let it pass. Think what the hell, sometimes, one day, people rub you the wrong way. Why keep a grudge? Do you make enemies because of just one off incident?

    Was I pick up at the rubbish dump? God, so I smell! But do you have to be that mean? Buy me perfume then. Buy me shower creams. Spray air-freshner everywhere I go.

    But please, I can't take it that you are being mean to me in this way. I was a bitch ok but you don't have to pick on me so harshly. It hurts to know that your friends are reading the blog and some figure who the person in question.

    But now I know. I know what offends you so much about me. I will try to stay far away from you. I try not to move about so much. Try not to repel my classmates further."

    And

    "it is just that I never be hurt before by a friend so much before in a long time... I try to have open policy with my close friends.. u bug me.. I bug u.. we try to solve the problem but light-heartedly.. u know like this joke I saw the other time: We should have a way of telling people they have bad breath without hurting their feelings. "Well, I'm bored...Let's go brush our teeth." Or "I've got to make a phone call, hold this gum in your mouth." (Brad Stine), I think it is funny.. not so offensive."

    Hmmm, shall really repent onwhat I did and things I said...Hmmm, putting other's feelings as my own entertainment...Haha, just wanna apologise on what I did...*So Childish!! Com'on Neo, 21 this year*.

    Haha...Feel free to tag and comment about what happened above...Any insults or spitting is well appreciated!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:29 PM

    Hot Weather Day

    Well, I am in school now, just did my WP CA2 this morning, well...Discovered some mistakes but ignored it as I already printed and so many other people are printing...

    Felt so pissed as some "FUCK ME" woman fan her anger at me as she can't print her assignments and she is one of the first ones finishing their assignments...

    What the pipi!? Can't she even take a joke? No wonder she gives off such smelly scent when she is near to me...OMG!!!

    I think her mom picked her up from some rubbish dump!! :D

    Hmmm, didn't do much today, talked about army life with my classmates...Heard some story about what happened to their boyfriends...Haha, come to think of it, its not so bad either...

    At least I am free earlier than my friends by 3 weeks...But, what am I going to do after NS? thinking of signing on if really no job for me to do...

    Or maybe if I got a job, maybe I am going for further studies in some other courses I am interested in ba~~

    Yeah!! New people finally tagged my board!!!! :D

    Hmmm, nothing more le, maybe blogging again tonight or tomorrow ba~~ Weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

    Posted by Sunny @ 2:40 PM

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    Monday, April 18, 2005

    Warm Weather Evening

    Hmmm, just finish watching "DearS" episode 08, another anime I find on the internet...My day way bored, didn't go anywhere or did anything much...Skipped school as I slept quite late last night..

    Geez, just heard from Annie that the school won't accept any appeal for debarrment le, and its based on the month of April, I think I am dead for sure, skipped school for at least twice a week, Oh my goodness...Haiz...

    So many things to prepare for before serving NS, has to go for a full body check-up, in order to obtain my medical report and to get things needed for NS...Just hope that its a nice and wonderful experience ba...Hasn't been working out recently other than soccer last night...

    Guess I am gonna die when I go in, haha...Well not much to say tonight...Lets see what will happen tomorrow ba...Haven't take the theory test for Sw, wonder is it still possible to take or not...

    Posted by Sunny @ 7:49 PM

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    Sunday, April 17, 2005

    Warm Weather Night

    Hi, Nice to see you again...Hmm, well its quite a good weekend spent, didn't go out since friday, stuck at home to game til today, they went out to celebrate Zhen Hao's 21st birthday...As I am too broke to go out, I skipped it...Luckily I am not blamed for that...

    Just got home from soccer session, come to think of it, this is like the first soccer session since a month ago...So long never play, as expected, KaNaSai!! Haha, my shin was injured thanks to Wai Leong, but luckily he didn't swing his leg hard enough to break my bone...Thats relief to say...Haha

    Watching "Shao Nian Ah Hu" now, going online to play TSonline later, *Haven't bath yet* <--- EEeeck...LoL~ >.< ! Thats all for today le, have to sleep early tonight, there is school tomorrow, and the date of enlistment is nearer, exactly 50 days later!!!! :( See you again tomorrow, Ciao! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:02 PM

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    Saturday, April 16, 2005

    Cool Weather Morning

    Hmmmm, quite a nice weather today, just got home from outing with friends to Clementi RC for pool and Geylang to eat the "You Tiao" AND "YOU TIAO" ONLY >.< !...Feeling quite relief for the point that Wai Leong is going to the same camp, Maju Camp located in Clementi area near Ngee Ann Polytechnic...Hmmm, kinda think of it and find it funny...

    Clementi is like really my destinated second home, I lived there ever since I was born til primary 3 which is 9 years old...Then I moved to Jurong, then I sadly flunk my 'O' levels and got into ITE College West Clementi...Then now, even my camp for NS is located in Clementi...Haha...

    Well now I am not feeling good as I neglected the person whom I love...Come to think of it, don't know since when I reacted this way, in other words change or grown to be like this...I take things and people for granted and even disappoint people whom I think thinks highly of me....

    I disappoint them, and for this...I am truly, deeply do am sorry for it...I hope they will give me a chance and time for me to turn over a new leaf? Haha, thinking of this quote, reminds me of a joke Lizhen told me, there is this person during his presentation, used this quote and whats funny is he said "Turn over a new leaf" replaced by "Turn into a new leaf". Haha, oh my god, shouldn't be so bad to laugh at people well, just let me "Pot calling the kettles black" ba...

    Hmmm, I think its to for me to repent on things I had did which people finds it immatured...Hmmm, thats all for this morning, will be blogging again tonight cozz I think I am doing something very very "FUCKED UP"...Tell you about it tonight...And for people fortunate enough to read my blog, please help yourself with the tag-board for some comments and advices...Thanks alot!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 4:19 AM

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    Friday, April 15, 2005

    Going to Rain Day

    Hmmm, the weather nowadays is so funny, so sunny hot then suddenly wanna rain...

    Unpredictable Weather

    Haiz, still wondering can i cope or not, haven't recover from the shock from the letter for enlistment...I AM GONNA STUCK IN CLEMENTI FOREVER!!!!

    ya, not quite a bad day for me, woke up in the afternoon and rush to school, tot that there will be lessons going on, but when I reach school, I saw my classmates walking out, Hahaha....Such embarassment...Whats worst was I saw both my lecturers for the lesson for today...LoL~!!! -.O" Kana "PokE"!

    Hmmm, now at my girls house, came here directly after school since I am not in a hurry to anywhere, I love myself...For I had not spent too much in school on food, and this is the first week that I goes without cigrattes!!! :D

    Now I just hope that I can try to slim down abit and build up some muscles before going into the Army. Prepare myself is always better than they preparing for me...Won't wanna kill myself in there~!! >.<" !

    Hmmm, thats all for today, blogging again tomorrow~~SATURDAY FINALLY!!! YEaH!!!! :D

    Posted by Sunny @ 3:55 PM

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    Thursday, April 14, 2005

    Warm Weather Day

    Hmmm, quite a bad day started, as someone had called to wake me up from my sweet sleeping, Haha...Well, its not that bad though, as its so rare that I can wake up and attend the lesson in the morning duhz...

    So nice, I found a website containing the anime I always wanted last night, hmmm, just went shopping for Cdrw for mousey and myself as I need her to help me burn "Full Metal Alchemist" anime...

    Haha, planning so many wonderful things to prepare myself for my enlistment which I expect to be in July or later, but.... :( Things really don't come put the way you think...

    Keep laughing at friends who will be going in so early, and now, my retribution has come..."AHHHHHHHH''~~!!!" I will be going into a camp around Clementi, its an infantry camp...My god, I was still thinking of Police, Police, Police!!! And what is more shocking is....MY ENLISTMENT DATE is.....10.....Of.....JUNE!!!!!!! O.O" AHHHHHH''~~!!!!!!

    Haha...thats my life I think just because I flunk my NAPFA...Haha, this time really is die liao...Plus now abit over weight...Wonder hows life going to be...Don't think anyvery good friends of mine will be going in the same time as me ba.... -.-" Hmmmm, lets face it and hope for the best for me ba~~~ >.<""" !

    Posted by Sunny @ 6:47 PM

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    Wednesday, April 13, 2005

    Going to Rain Day

    Hmmm, feeling so satisfied as I just finish my dinner...Haha, this is my first meal since morning...Wow...Just got the news that Chye Huat is going to serve his NS in July and Greg in June 3rd O.O" Holy Shit! So Fast!!! My My, I am starting to panick, cozz I haven't prepare for it mentally...

    Well, its not quite bad though, really, how time flies, I graduating soon, wonder if we still get the chance to meet each other or not..Haha, think no ba...All having their own life after that...How in the hell can we still keep in contact? Hmmm...Haha, The plans I made for myself is working though...

    First to control myself from mouth itchying craving for food, well got that well controlled, now for cutting down abit of weight, going for a jog later if the weather is not that bad...Gonna show "her" that I am serious about it this time...Wahahaha~!!

    Well I think thats all happened today ba, updating later if I miss out anything...See ya~!!! :p

    Posted by Sunny @ 6:16 PM

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    Tuesday, April 12, 2005

    Hot Sunny Day

    Wow...Its so hot today, I can even feel the heat while I am sitting in an air-con bus on the way back from school man, I think those 99 uncles are weirdos...When the weather is so hot, they don't tune down the air-con and when the weather is cold like rainy days, they don't tune air-con up either...Don't know what to say...Bad service provided...

    Yeah! Got "Full Metal Panic" from Ah Teck liao...Burn burn burn, oh ya, actually feels like going swimming, the weather really good for tanning...But, god can't contact all my so call "Kah-Gi"s don't know what they doing...Haiz, then I jio soccer, knn! So kindly jio soccer liao still kana scolded by a fat-ass...p.s wanna see his picture? Go to my profile, his is the dark skinned botak...So !@#$ now...

    Haha, I hope tomorrow is a good and easy day for me...And my classmates actually found out something interesting about me,(1)no matter when and where, as long as I am in school, I will "HaIzZz" during the first few minutes of the lesson; (2) when teacher announce that lessons are cancelled, I will start shouting and laughing like I won the first prize...Hmmm, I think thats all they said...

    Oh well, thats enough for today I think...See ya again tomorrow! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 3:14 PM

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    Monday, April 11, 2005

    Rainy Day

    Hey Hey...just got back from school ya...went for 3 hours only, can't wake up in the morning...woke up le but went back to sleep until 12pm...Darling must be really fed up with me as she kept calling and calling from morning to wake me up again and again...Haha, just wanna apologize >.<"

    Hmmm, finally got "Chobits" anime and PhotoShop Express from Mousey...Have to burn them, and Teck is passing me another anime tomorrow, guess I will be sticking to this chair here for quite long..To save myself some cash for June, mostly will be going overboard again with friends, went Genting and missed Thailand just last holiday...So i won't disappoint my buddys again eh! Hmmm, don't think they will feel anything anyway cozz with or without me, they are like that...

    Alright, i think thats all today...Maybe blogging again tonight if anything interesting happen~~Wahahah...For now, Its pirating time!!! -_-" I just hope none of the anti-piracy people is reading the blog now... >.< ! Until then, Ciao!!!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 5:11 PM

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    Sunday, April 10, 2005

    Warm Weather Night

    Well, its been a tiring day, as expected woke up late and start designing my blog...Racksacked nearly every corner on the net looking for nice Midis; Cursors and inserting my picture to the blog...well as you can see its almost 100% done! Yeah~~

    Well, nothing much happened today, were stuck to my seat here since I finish washing up...Walked with my girlfriend to the interchange and back home was the only time I step out of the house...Well, the weather nowadays was SO DAMN WARM, getting sick soon, the symtoms was present...Well, gonna sleep early today, won't wanna miss school again...Got the feeling that trouble is coming...well, thats all for today, maybe blogging again tomorrow if interesting things happens...Ciao! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:57 PM

    Cool Weather Morning

    Well, heres a new blog for myself, this time round, I will try to update as much as possible cozz you know, its about my life, i won't wanna browse back and read nothing about what i did and happened in the past duh...Went out to celebrate voon's birthday. Its not so bad, we went exploring "Mansion" and "Bukit Batok Nature Park" after dinner.. Or shall I say supper? >.< haha...Well, although its a short one as we went out til dawn the day before and all of us slept like pigs..haha, but it was fun as we had not have so much fun in quite awhile. Well..Thats all for what happened...Til next time I update, prepare yourself! o_-"

    Posted by Sunny @ 4:16 AM

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    Friday, April 29, 2005

    Not bad Weather Night

    Hmmm, finally finish my SSOP telephone message role-play, hahaha...Thanks to my friends for tips on doing the role-play, I got 39 out of a total of 40 points (WOOhOO~!!!)...Well, I am still worried whether can I get a 'A' for this subject as I missed a presentation for 1 previous group work...

    Hmmm, got the torent link for "Battle Royale" from Suan Teck, but can't download...Don't know why, so I think I will just forget it le, didn't basically nothing in school today, cracking jokes here and there only maybe...

    Got Akon - Mr lonely from Mousey through thumbdrive...Haha, maybe thats the only safe way now to transfer songs...keke! ;p Click here to listen to the song and lyrics to sing along... :)

    Still trying to know whats Yvonne's chinese name, its still a mystery until now...Haha, and she haven't go make her I/C since she lost it some time ago...

    Hmm, thats all for now I think, wanna go watch Saiyuki le, LoL~ ByEeEeEeeE... (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 12:01 AM

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    Thursday, April 28, 2005

    Still very Hot Morning

    Wonder why is it so hot nowadays, Hmmm, By the way, its my SSOP telephone message role-play later in the morning...Wonder how will I fare, kinda worry, heard from friends who did it said that there will be a total of 40 marks and if you ever make a mistake during the role-play, they minus marks from you...

    The worst I heard got only 27, I am so stress now...Haha, just chat with my friend, Shizuka on MSN and found out that she is working at Tenchi comic shop located in Jurong East, (Yeah! Buy comic got discount loh..kekeke) <--- Niao Kia. And she displayed this as her photo, she got it from the JUMP shop located at don't know where lah...

    Its so nice, but find it bulky and abit CiCi for guys, although Naruto uses it lah, LoL~! Just hope my Manga will come out soon...By the way, Suan Teck keep advertising "Battle Royale" to me, makes me also interested liao...So feel like watching it...

    But too bad you can't find it in Singapore, because the good for nothing government 'ban' it...Everything ban ban ban, send songs also ban...Don't they trust Singaporeans at all? Most of us are Kiasu, we want cheap and neat quality goods...Sometimes when I buy things say maybe like a game "ORIGINAL", so happily bring it home and wanted to play it, ended up, CD problem and when you take it back to the store, the salesperson will tell you, sorry, items purchased are not refundable...:|

    Prices for so many things increasing, do they only think for rich people in Singapore? Com'on there are still people around with a family of 5 living on a basic salary of a sole bread winner of not more than "$I really don't know" say about S$3,000 for 2 JOBS day and night!!!Plus minus the huge electricity and water bills, school fees and etc...home utensils, basic needs, entertainment system...how can we survive? Right? Haha, I can't seriously...

    Hmmm, trying hard to save up, but ended up wasting it on friday and saturday while going out with friends, need a job, but will not be able to wake up on time for school, and the problem is, "44 more days to enlistment" (-_-") So Fast~~~

    Okie, now, I have just shout out through the blog here about my unhappiness to the society now...Hope nobody will sue me for that, well, nobody forced you to read my blog right~ :p

    Hmm, I think thats really all for now...wow, told you I am hard working today le, blogged so much, LoL~! Feeling great and Hot! Sizzling Hot!

    Posted by Sunny @ 1:12 AM

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    Wednesday, April 27, 2005

    Sweating Pig Night

    Damn...So hot after hearing her describing how hot she were, lol...Just got back from soccer, fast eh...Waiting for myself to cool down before bathing and watching my favourite series on channel 8...Yes, its the "Twin Heroes"!

    Wahaha, Hmmm, talking about soccer...Wah, went there for not more than 10 minutes then had to head home, cause brainless me forgotten the most importanat thing..."THE BALL". Oh my god...LoL! :D

    When everything settle, got ball and people, join the game; touch the ball a couple of times and "GOAL"!!!! The other team scored...Haha

    Then again, it may be because we all had our own business and seldom get together like that for soccer then all got rusty maybe <--- EXCUSE! Haha...

    Okie now, we got back to where we were sitting, then they starting talking about going for a drink later and "~!@#$$%" later, they decided to go out, and so they started to pack and head home...

    CONCLUSION: Neo Yizan just went there sit for like about 10 minutes then went back home for about 15 minutes and went back to play for about 5 minutes and started chatting for about another 15 minutes then doing rubbish stuff for about 20 minutes then headed home...

    Neo Yizan ask: Whats the point of going there dude?! >:(

    Okie, that is all I have for you tonight...Happy reading ya! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:09 PM

    Going to Rain Evening

    Oh my god, thinking of going for a jog tonight, but friends called for soccer, was so excited about it as its been a long time since I worked out, then it was cancelled as it was going to rain...But there isn't a drop of it yet since the sky turning dark...

    By the way, finally finish my SW theory, lucky still can take if not really *XI*, haha...

    Today is quite a special day for me, don't know why, suddenly got that much energy to keep working and working...Haha, got
    "Gensomaden Saiyuki"
    and
    "Saiyuki Reload"
    ...Haha, suddenly feel like drinking cold coffee...

    Yeah! got soccer again, but must walk very far, haiz..Kinda sad cozz graduating soon, won't bear to leave my cute classmates...Cozz hard to keep in contact, I don't think I am that close to them myself..>.<"

    Hahaha...Went Jurong Point for a walk yesterday and bought 2 albums with my allowance, Twins latest and Luo Zhi Xiang latest althought it was out quite some time ago...LoL, nice, and whats great is the price, bought 2 for just S$18...The shop are having offer, Animes and music album selling cheap cheap. But don't know how long will they be there until...Hmmm, I think thats all for today le..Hope there will be more people tagging...Soccer Time!(",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 7:18 PM

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    Monday, April 25, 2005

    Don't Know Weather Morning

    Hi all, just rotting around I am having my insomnia period again...Got home abit late and was tired this few days and well, skipped blogging...Sheez, I thought I could blog every single day to keep the record nice, but well...Did quite lots of things over the weekend but well...Kinda forgotten what exactly I did (-_-")...HaHa!

    Well, from my bits and pieces of memory, I think I was home playing risk board game with friends which turned out nobody winning then went out for supper at a near-by 24-hours coffee shop and ate a bowl of minced meat noodle <--- crapping again haha...

    On saturday, slept til 2pm if I am not wrong, then watched Dvds til evening and went out with friends again to watch "Creep" at West Mall located at Bukit Batok if some gunndos don't even know wheres that...Well, the show was not bad, its just crappy...The objective of the movie is to let you think and imagine as there are whole big bunch of questions left after the shows...But its recommended for those who likes gruesome scenes. After the show, we then went to West Coast RC aka Recreation Center for snooker...

    On Sunday, woke up late too, at 4pm, then loitered around outside my house, then my friends called to ask me out again...Went for snooker again...Then to Taman Jurong for supper while watching soccer, Man Utd vs New Castle...Then back home...Wow, what a weekend...And now, can't sleep leh...How to go school...Kaoz, still haven't take my SW theory test, won't wanna retain just to finish my SW again...Sheez...Well, thats it for today I think...>.<"

    Posted by Sunny @ 4:24 AM

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    Thursday, April 21, 2005

    Cool Weather Night

    Hello, didn't do much today, skipped school again and my CA aka Class Advisor called, but was still sleeping, hmmm...

    Well, Starhub cork up it's internet connection with some server maintainance, and the comp was laggy throughout the whole day yesterday, and whats worst is that stupid Gunbound, got nothing better to do, they upgraded their webpage, and well, it look nice but it was rather laggy too...

    I still prefer the previous one which is more easy accessible, haha...And softnyx is going to have a new game called Rakion: chaos force, wonder if its nice, I heard from people that its also free...I hope so too...

    Life is so bored now, the date to enlistment draws nearer and nearer and exams are round the corner too, goddess sake, and I still didn't go for any medical check up myself yet...

    Just feels like cooling off for awhile and roll around in my room...>.< !

    Posted by Sunny @ 8:30 PM

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    Wednesday, April 20, 2005

    Hot Weather Night

    Well, there more to say, I was confronted by an Email from the classmate I make fun of:

    "I saw your blog. Today's entry.

    Well, I am in school now, just did my WP CA2 this morning, well...Discovered some mistakes but ignored it as I already printed and so many other people are printing...

    Felt so pissed as some "FUCK ME" woman fan her anger at me as she can't print her assignments and she is one of the first ones finishing their assignments...

    What the pipi!? Can't she even take a joke? No wonder she gives off such smelly scent when she is near to me...OMG!!!

    I think her mom picked her up from some rubbish dump!! :D


    In Reply:

    You may say that by emailing to you about this, I am acknowledging that I am the person in question. Before you hurt me further, please listen at least to what I have to say. You may laugh. You may even show this around to your friends. But at least, let me speak.

    I hadn't finish my assignments yet. I was frustrated I could not get the printer to print after twenty minutes. Tensions ran high at that time. I lost my cool. A lot of pressure and unintentionally, spiteful words may be exchanged.

    I was angry and upset because I thought you would have let it go. I didn't say the words, you know that. A girl's reputation is very important to her. I think you have enough fuck-me-jokes at my expense for two days now.

    You think I want to be smelly? I try to be less offensive to people's noses. Ok, you say maybe I haven't try enough. I am sorry, I am so repulsive. It is hard being a fat girl, you know. You use more energy. You sweat more. I wish I could take a bath every three hours or so. (Don't laugh, please). It is bad enough people will rather ignore me because I am fat. I figure ok, not much of a loss. But it hurts people are snickering about you. God, you think I never worry whether I smell so bad every day? When I am going home, I wish I don't have to take a bus. You say I may as well stay home and spare people from my smell. I wish. I do wish I stop repelling people that way.

    We are not close friends. We are only classmates. Still I am a human. So you say a blog is to talk about your feelings, what you feel at that moment but a blog is also public.

    It hurts. It really hurts. I can laugh. I can joke. But please, don't joke about my reputation (ok, laugh. You say, "What reputation?")

    I never hate you. I just didn't like you making jokes about Fucking Me. I didn't like the fact that you couldn't be more sensitive. But when a new day comes, I let it pass. Think what the hell, sometimes, one day, people rub you the wrong way. Why keep a grudge? Do you make enemies because of just one off incident?

    Was I pick up at the rubbish dump? God, so I smell! But do you have to be that mean? Buy me perfume then. Buy me shower creams. Spray air-freshner everywhere I go.

    But please, I can't take it that you are being mean to me in this way. I was a bitch ok but you don't have to pick on me so harshly. It hurts to know that your friends are reading the blog and some figure who the person in question.

    But now I know. I know what offends you so much about me. I will try to stay far away from you. I try not to move about so much. Try not to repel my classmates further."

    And

    "it is just that I never be hurt before by a friend so much before in a long time... I try to have open policy with my close friends.. u bug me.. I bug u.. we try to solve the problem but light-heartedly.. u know like this joke I saw the other time: We should have a way of telling people they have bad breath without hurting their feelings. "Well, I'm bored...Let's go brush our teeth." Or "I've got to make a phone call, hold this gum in your mouth." (Brad Stine), I think it is funny.. not so offensive."

    Hmmm, shall really repent onwhat I did and things I said...Hmmm, putting other's feelings as my own entertainment...Haha, just wanna apologise on what I did...*So Childish!! Com'on Neo, 21 this year*.

    Haha...Feel free to tag and comment about what happened above...Any insults or spitting is well appreciated!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:29 PM

    Hot Weather Day

    Well, I am in school now, just did my WP CA2 this morning, well...Discovered some mistakes but ignored it as I already printed and so many other people are printing...

    Felt so pissed as some "FUCK ME" woman fan her anger at me as she can't print her assignments and she is one of the first ones finishing their assignments...

    What the pipi!? Can't she even take a joke? No wonder she gives off such smelly scent when she is near to me...OMG!!!

    I think her mom picked her up from some rubbish dump!! :D

    Hmmm, didn't do much today, talked about army life with my classmates...Heard some story about what happened to their boyfriends...Haha, come to think of it, its not so bad either...

    At least I am free earlier than my friends by 3 weeks...But, what am I going to do after NS? thinking of signing on if really no job for me to do...

    Or maybe if I got a job, maybe I am going for further studies in some other courses I am interested in ba~~

    Yeah!! New people finally tagged my board!!!! :D

    Hmmm, nothing more le, maybe blogging again tonight or tomorrow ba~~ Weeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!

    Posted by Sunny @ 2:40 PM

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    Monday, April 18, 2005

    Warm Weather Evening

    Hmmm, just finish watching "DearS" episode 08, another anime I find on the internet...My day way bored, didn't go anywhere or did anything much...Skipped school as I slept quite late last night..

    Geez, just heard from Annie that the school won't accept any appeal for debarrment le, and its based on the month of April, I think I am dead for sure, skipped school for at least twice a week, Oh my goodness...Haiz...

    So many things to prepare for before serving NS, has to go for a full body check-up, in order to obtain my medical report and to get things needed for NS...Just hope that its a nice and wonderful experience ba...Hasn't been working out recently other than soccer last night...

    Guess I am gonna die when I go in, haha...Well not much to say tonight...Lets see what will happen tomorrow ba...Haven't take the theory test for Sw, wonder is it still possible to take or not...

    Posted by Sunny @ 7:49 PM

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    Sunday, April 17, 2005

    Warm Weather Night

    Hi, Nice to see you again...Hmm, well its quite a good weekend spent, didn't go out since friday, stuck at home to game til today, they went out to celebrate Zhen Hao's 21st birthday...As I am too broke to go out, I skipped it...Luckily I am not blamed for that...

    Just got home from soccer session, come to think of it, this is like the first soccer session since a month ago...So long never play, as expected, KaNaSai!! Haha, my shin was injured thanks to Wai Leong, but luckily he didn't swing his leg hard enough to break my bone...Thats relief to say...Haha

    Watching "Shao Nian Ah Hu" now, going online to play TSonline later, *Haven't bath yet* <--- EEeeck...LoL~ >.< ! Thats all for today le, have to sleep early tonight, there is school tomorrow, and the date of enlistment is nearer, exactly 50 days later!!!! :( See you again tomorrow, Ciao! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:02 PM

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    Saturday, April 16, 2005

    Cool Weather Morning

    Hmmmm, quite a nice weather today, just got home from outing with friends to Clementi RC for pool and Geylang to eat the "You Tiao" AND "YOU TIAO" ONLY >.< !...Feeling quite relief for the point that Wai Leong is going to the same camp, Maju Camp located in Clementi area near Ngee Ann Polytechnic...Hmmm, kinda think of it and find it funny...

    Clementi is like really my destinated second home, I lived there ever since I was born til primary 3 which is 9 years old...Then I moved to Jurong, then I sadly flunk my 'O' levels and got into ITE College West Clementi...Then now, even my camp for NS is located in Clementi...Haha...

    Well now I am not feeling good as I neglected the person whom I love...Come to think of it, don't know since when I reacted this way, in other words change or grown to be like this...I take things and people for granted and even disappoint people whom I think thinks highly of me....

    I disappoint them, and for this...I am truly, deeply do am sorry for it...I hope they will give me a chance and time for me to turn over a new leaf? Haha, thinking of this quote, reminds me of a joke Lizhen told me, there is this person during his presentation, used this quote and whats funny is he said "Turn over a new leaf" replaced by "Turn into a new leaf". Haha, oh my god, shouldn't be so bad to laugh at people well, just let me "Pot calling the kettles black" ba...

    Hmmm, I think its to for me to repent on things I had did which people finds it immatured...Hmmm, thats all for this morning, will be blogging again tonight cozz I think I am doing something very very "FUCKED UP"...Tell you about it tonight...And for people fortunate enough to read my blog, please help yourself with the tag-board for some comments and advices...Thanks alot!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 4:19 AM

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    Friday, April 15, 2005

    Going to Rain Day

    Hmmm, the weather nowadays is so funny, so sunny hot then suddenly wanna rain...

    Unpredictable Weather

    Haiz, still wondering can i cope or not, haven't recover from the shock from the letter for enlistment...I AM GONNA STUCK IN CLEMENTI FOREVER!!!!

    ya, not quite a bad day for me, woke up in the afternoon and rush to school, tot that there will be lessons going on, but when I reach school, I saw my classmates walking out, Hahaha....Such embarassment...Whats worst was I saw both my lecturers for the lesson for today...LoL~!!! -.O" Kana "PokE"!

    Hmmm, now at my girls house, came here directly after school since I am not in a hurry to anywhere, I love myself...For I had not spent too much in school on food, and this is the first week that I goes without cigrattes!!! :D

    Now I just hope that I can try to slim down abit and build up some muscles before going into the Army. Prepare myself is always better than they preparing for me...Won't wanna kill myself in there~!! >.<" !

    Hmmm, thats all for today, blogging again tomorrow~~SATURDAY FINALLY!!! YEaH!!!! :D

    Posted by Sunny @ 3:55 PM

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    Thursday, April 14, 2005

    Warm Weather Day

    Hmmm, quite a bad day started, as someone had called to wake me up from my sweet sleeping, Haha...Well, its not that bad though, as its so rare that I can wake up and attend the lesson in the morning duhz...

    So nice, I found a website containing the anime I always wanted last night, hmmm, just went shopping for Cdrw for mousey and myself as I need her to help me burn "Full Metal Alchemist" anime...

    Haha, planning so many wonderful things to prepare myself for my enlistment which I expect to be in July or later, but.... :( Things really don't come put the way you think...

    Keep laughing at friends who will be going in so early, and now, my retribution has come..."AHHHHHHHH''~~!!!" I will be going into a camp around Clementi, its an infantry camp...My god, I was still thinking of Police, Police, Police!!! And what is more shocking is....MY ENLISTMENT DATE is.....10.....Of.....JUNE!!!!!!! O.O" AHHHHHH''~~!!!!!!

    Haha...thats my life I think just because I flunk my NAPFA...Haha, this time really is die liao...Plus now abit over weight...Wonder hows life going to be...Don't think anyvery good friends of mine will be going in the same time as me ba.... -.-" Hmmmm, lets face it and hope for the best for me ba~~~ >.<""" !

    Posted by Sunny @ 6:47 PM

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    Wednesday, April 13, 2005

    Going to Rain Day

    Hmmm, feeling so satisfied as I just finish my dinner...Haha, this is my first meal since morning...Wow...Just got the news that Chye Huat is going to serve his NS in July and Greg in June 3rd O.O" Holy Shit! So Fast!!! My My, I am starting to panick, cozz I haven't prepare for it mentally...

    Well, its not quite bad though, really, how time flies, I graduating soon, wonder if we still get the chance to meet each other or not..Haha, think no ba...All having their own life after that...How in the hell can we still keep in contact? Hmmm...Haha, The plans I made for myself is working though...

    First to control myself from mouth itchying craving for food, well got that well controlled, now for cutting down abit of weight, going for a jog later if the weather is not that bad...Gonna show "her" that I am serious about it this time...Wahahaha~!!

    Well I think thats all happened today ba, updating later if I miss out anything...See ya~!!! :p

    Posted by Sunny @ 6:16 PM

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    Tuesday, April 12, 2005

    Hot Sunny Day

    Wow...Its so hot today, I can even feel the heat while I am sitting in an air-con bus on the way back from school man, I think those 99 uncles are weirdos...When the weather is so hot, they don't tune down the air-con and when the weather is cold like rainy days, they don't tune air-con up either...Don't know what to say...Bad service provided...

    Yeah! Got "Full Metal Panic" from Ah Teck liao...Burn burn burn, oh ya, actually feels like going swimming, the weather really good for tanning...But, god can't contact all my so call "Kah-Gi"s don't know what they doing...Haiz, then I jio soccer, knn! So kindly jio soccer liao still kana scolded by a fat-ass...p.s wanna see his picture? Go to my profile, his is the dark skinned botak...So !@#$ now...

    Haha, I hope tomorrow is a good and easy day for me...And my classmates actually found out something interesting about me,(1)no matter when and where, as long as I am in school, I will "HaIzZz" during the first few minutes of the lesson; (2) when teacher announce that lessons are cancelled, I will start shouting and laughing like I won the first prize...Hmmm, I think thats all they said...

    Oh well, thats enough for today I think...See ya again tomorrow! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 3:14 PM

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    Monday, April 11, 2005

    Rainy Day

    Hey Hey...just got back from school ya...went for 3 hours only, can't wake up in the morning...woke up le but went back to sleep until 12pm...Darling must be really fed up with me as she kept calling and calling from morning to wake me up again and again...Haha, just wanna apologize >.<"

    Hmmm, finally got "Chobits" anime and PhotoShop Express from Mousey...Have to burn them, and Teck is passing me another anime tomorrow, guess I will be sticking to this chair here for quite long..To save myself some cash for June, mostly will be going overboard again with friends, went Genting and missed Thailand just last holiday...So i won't disappoint my buddys again eh! Hmmm, don't think they will feel anything anyway cozz with or without me, they are like that...

    Alright, i think thats all today...Maybe blogging again tonight if anything interesting happen~~Wahahah...For now, Its pirating time!!! -_-" I just hope none of the anti-piracy people is reading the blog now... >.< ! Until then, Ciao!!!! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 5:11 PM

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    Sunday, April 10, 2005

    Warm Weather Night

    Well, its been a tiring day, as expected woke up late and start designing my blog...Racksacked nearly every corner on the net looking for nice Midis; Cursors and inserting my picture to the blog...well as you can see its almost 100% done! Yeah~~

    Well, nothing much happened today, were stuck to my seat here since I finish washing up...Walked with my girlfriend to the interchange and back home was the only time I step out of the house...Well, the weather nowadays was SO DAMN WARM, getting sick soon, the symtoms was present...Well, gonna sleep early today, won't wanna miss school again...Got the feeling that trouble is coming...well, thats all for today, maybe blogging again tomorrow if interesting things happens...Ciao! (",)

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:57 PM

    Cool Weather Morning

    Well, heres a new blog for myself, this time round, I will try to update as much as possible cozz you know, its about my life, i won't wanna browse back and read nothing about what i did and happened in the past duh...Went out to celebrate voon's birthday. Its not so bad, we went exploring "Mansion" and "Bukit Batok Nature Park" after dinner.. Or shall I say supper? >.< haha...Well, although its a short one as we went out til dawn the day before and all of us slept like pigs..haha, but it was fun as we had not have so much fun in quite awhile. Well..Thats all for what happened...Til next time I update, prepare yourself! o_-"

    Posted by Sunny @ 4:16 AM

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