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Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny Age : 23 Location : Singapore Birthday : 8th June 1984 Zodiac Sign : Gemini Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com |
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Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny Age : 23 Location : Singapore Birthday : 8th June 1984 Zodiac Sign : Gemini Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com |
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Just got back from camp, today is my unit's birthday...She is 38 years old le, and at the same time, tonight is also my ORD dinner...
Finally got the chance to wear something different from my usual style...Am feeling so tired...But am so excited about tonight too...Can see my friends again...
Posted by Sunny @ 2:37 PM 
Was reading my friend's blog and came across this particular post about the paranormal stuff...found it interesting so I copy what he wrote and at the same time, sharing what I had encounter inside my camp, I guess it quite alright to say it now as I won't be sleeping there for long...
Credit to Zuhaili~~He wrote...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
True story.... really!!!
Have u ever had nightmares every time u shut ur eyes while hoping for a good night rest? Well i did, everytime i sleep at night in my bunk. I don't know why but there may be another occupant, i think. I really couldn't sleep quite well these past few dayz after coming back from taiwan. Not like before my trip, slept like a baby. There was a story before my trip and i mean this happened for real! Well, it was during sometime before a month duty near the ship yard. That particular night a few of us could not sleep that well. That night we were preparing for the next day parade. Usual routine, kiwi shine our boots. But hafiz was the last person to go to bed. He said while he were walking towards the toilet he saw sha & zan chating on their cellphone. But the creepy part was while he was sitting on the toilet bowl, playing with his handphone, he heard a person came in and use the squart toilet bowl 2 doors from his. When he went out to wash his hands he notice the door was half open. Luckyly his handphone rang when he's about to check it out. But still, he kept wondering who the person is course while he was returning to his bunk, he counted every men present in each bunk. Everyone was in bed. Wana know sha's story? Much more creepyer than hafizs'. What he told me was while sleeping he could hear his handphone droped no the floor. Then when he was about to pick it up he saw me not sleeping yet sitting on the edge of my bed looking at the window. But then when he was about to return to sleep, he saw me sleeping on my bed but the silluete of a person sitting on the very same spot. That alarmed to the max. He then cover himself with his blanket. When ever he peeps, he would see the figure looking back at him. But then the next day he never told any body. Wana hear my version of the story?Well that very same night, i went to bed as per normal. The one thing that really freak me out was when i heard the similler voice of my buddys' beside my bed saying, "oi ada hantu... Oi ada hantu.!" (oi got ghost... Oi got ghost!"). Then i realise something. Why would anybody wana say that in a calm maner when there's a ghost and not panic or shouting. And then i felt that something was wrong with the picture. The air wasn't right. So as cowardly as i am, i glance a bit having my eyes half open. I force myself to sleep. But then still feeling that the thing is still there,
i just said some prayers and fell asleep. The next day when i started asking my buddy beside my bed if he did woke up at night or talk in his sleep about ghost, he said no. But then the othes guys started spilling the beans. And thats how i get to know that somethings in this world does exist and may happen at any moment. Like what happened to that night. I just hope its a good thing though!
Another story from a friend...It was still during our BMT time when our platoon strength was about 40 over people? Okie here goes, we had two toilets on our floor, one on each side of the staircase, well, this happened in the one on the far right end...This guy was bathing alone at about 9 plus to 10. Outta sudden, he heard somebody singing birthday song to him...Well that was weird, his birthday is nowhere around the corner...
K, maybe thats his own imagination though, he got posted out of our company in the end though, so no point thinking about it much...
Another one was from KY, he slept at the first bed and he is still sleeping there now...One night, while everyone was sleeping, he woke up for no reason, and from his dazing vision, he saw the same thing sha saw, he saw this figure standing not far away from him, bending over to the person sleeping beside him, he thought it was one of the sergeants doing his night check on the men...And he caught that guy not sleeping, so he didn't care much and went back to sleep...He then asked that guy what "sergeant" said to him last night...But to his suprise, that guy was soundly asleep and didn't notice anybody talking to him...Hmmmmm...
Well, the next two was my own encounters, well, up till today I still don't wanna believe that whether its true or not cozz you know, I didn't really seen anything that was really up close~~
K, its in the same toilet, the one at the right far end, it was before our field camp, everyone drew out their rifle and went for breakfast that morning, and someone is gonna stay behind and look after the rifles. So I volunteered, and my buddy who is steady enough, volunteered to stay too cozz he afraid that I might not be able to handle so many rifles all by myself if someone is tried to play a fool.
Its was raining quite heavily that morning and the sun wasn't up yet, we arranged the rifle in a line and the rest of the guys went for their breakfast, the two of us were left behind doing stupid things. We sang to each other and asked about dumb questions about each other, man...another flashback...K, nvm that...After that we went into the toilet together, haha...Just plainly to pee...Then as I was washing my hands and he stupidly admiring his newly bald head...Everything just went dark...Someone switched off the lights to the toilet...He went out to check as he was nearer to the door, then he on the lights back and walked back in, then the chill part comes, I heard a childish giggle coming from the doorway running past us
into the last cubical...I thought I was hearing things because its raining then I turn towards my buddy, he then gave me that "WTF" face and we ran outta the toilet together...Two different people doing different things encountered the same thing at the same time...Hmmmm...Somethings are really better leave unexplained...
Oh ya, and I heard that the friend who heard the singing said that it was a little girl's voice he heard...Cool huh...
And for the next encounter, I am alone...Doing COS duty, my encik got this small geisha doll on his cupboard of fame, didn't know where he got it from, it was there since the first day I enlisted...Okie, that night, I was sleeping alone in the office, then outta nowhere, this sudden chill started running through my whole body, then goose bumps came in...Maybe because I was startled by the noise of the generator on the second floor...Nvm...I went to off the lights at the front, just wanna have a good night sleep without the lights, then as I toss and turn, I saw the shadow of that small geisha,it was dancing...serious, I know my english is not good and I can't write in a very exciting way, but try to imagine yourself alone in this room full of creepy stuff in a ARMY camp...You off half the lights so that you can sleep then when you face the wall, you saw the shadow of a geisha doll, turning, enlarging, her hands swinging...Haha...Was it the tireness that make my vision blurred or was it just myself with my creative imaginations? My immediate actions was to cover the blanket over my head and didn't dare to move...I still fell asleep though, but nobody believes my story about that geisha...I swear she can dance...
The geisha is now gone from the office with her owner, encik got posted out liao...And actually we have had evidence that something really is prowling among us, cozz from time to time, when we do area cleaning, we will find really really long hair either on the floor or on the bed frames, then there is this once after our deployment, we went back and sha found his bed got this big patch of wet stain from the ceiling...Even dark waters is into the story...Haha...
Well, I have had encounters with this sort of things, but never once I did had the courage to check them out up close, maybe they were just minding their own business? So its always better to leave them to themselves...
Posted by Sunny @ 8:06 PM
Damn man...Just stayed out for a day and so many changes occured...Signing into blogger becomes so troublesome....
Well, just got back from my platoon chalet at Pasir Ris again...Actually was planning to come home last night, but well...Because of the temptation by the chicken wings and stuff...Overdoze liao...Then just miss that last train by 1 minute...
Damn, no choice, baleh back to chalet...Didn't slept long, talk throughout the night...Or shall I say learning how to speak malay throughout the night...Not trying to be racist...But they were gobbling away for the whole night...Yeah, can't sleep so the only thing left to do is to lie down there and try to make out what they were talking about...Haha
Well, received a message from the msn the moment I logged in, yeah...Sweetie asked me to go to this link...So interesting, who said ah mah can't blog? Infact, her english is even better than mine...Or maybe I didn't study hard enough in the past duh...
Yeah, her blog actually was on the papers...But I missed it...Hmmmm, must have to make myself read the papers more now...But don't worry, am still quite well aware about the current affairs happening around the globe...
Anyway, I linked two good people's blog into my "Linkies", do spend some time supporting them, its quite enjoyable neh~ Thanks honey, you make my day...Had some great laughs over reading...Well, off to bed le, have to wake up early later...Tata!
Posted by Sunny @ 8:18 AM
What a tiring day...Was on the phone with my friend til so late last night...Then woke up at 0530 by your voice...Its more effective than planting 3 alarm clocks beside me lor...
Hmmm...Went back for some don't know what course lah, the old woman talk & talk & talk, then we also talk & talk & talk, the whole 2 hours of things she said were so useless, common sense...Maybe only 15 mins of it was worth listening...Some more the PA system so "lau ya"...No power de...
Like lullaby like that, the more the musical notes flew around, the more people got knocked out...Kinda remind me of school days...Haha...Am going to look for a job first, after that will be taking up night classes to further improve myself...
Hmmm, had a nice afternoon...Lunch was great, conversations were great, feelings were great...Just hope time stops...So it will last forever...Hmmm...Went home after that...Took a cab cozz I really can't walk liao...Am so sleepy and lame...Then I found out that the uncle set up a trap for me...After I instructed him where to go, I fell asleep not long after, then when I wake up, the fare was like 15 solid bucks! Damn...Gonna get scolding for sure if you see this...hee...
Reached home, baby cousin was around so I played with her for awhile, then she saw my wound, then start making those funny sound like, "SsssSS, SssSSss, SssSSs"...Hahaha, kids are always so adorable...What will mine look like? I already had their name plan out...Wahaha...
Posted by Sunny @ 1:46 PM
Man, had a bad day...Or rather a bad year...Was fine during the chinese new year season, but things starts to go wrong for my group of friends...
First, I am not sure whether is it my own fault or not, after breaking up with her, I became so...I didn't know how to say, but I start drinking alot, nearly every weekend or rather every chance I had to get my group of buddies together, we will go over to the club or pub to drink...
We drank til quite drank everytime...And whats more, one of them is driving, its kinda stupid but maybe the ego is doing us bad...We were drunk after a night of drinking in clark quay...Then we rest for awhile, til quite awake liao then we will take his car home...
Nothing happened for the first few times, but yah...Not everytime...We had an accident...At clementi area...Nvm, got a bit of bruises and sprained neck...But all were still alive...Haha...But the Honda Civic...Crash until nearly beyond repair...But they will try, but it will cost alot...At least 20K and 3 months before you can take it back...
Nvm...After that something really *Beep* happened...We left our wallets in the car as we usually did...Then we have to wait for him to retrieve them the next day...After that we went to the Hospital...I asked for 2 days MC, the doctor agreed...The moment I got my MC, I just chunk it inside my wallet without taking a look at it as my neck were really stiff and my head aches as I didn't slept the previous night...Was up taking care of the guys as I were the one with the least injuries and I was so scared that one of them will just pass on like that...Who will sleep if they were at your place...Of cozz you must take care of them mah...Nearly got charged for AWOL because the MC that doctor gave only covers me for one day...Haiz...Then for the mistake of that doctor and myself for not checking, I got 1 extra duty!!!!
Nvm, til now my neck didn't actually fully recovered yet...Just this faithful day...Got into another accident again, this time was on a bike...Went out with him to see the doctor cozz he need to get his toe nail fix as he got in growth nail...After that we went to West Mall to walk around as it was raining...After that were planning to go over to Jurong East skating center to look around and chill out there...
Again...We were at Clementi area again...And the traffic were slow...Jam...Then he was trying to change lane, he checked his blind spot, but the other driver didn't want to give way...So he step on the brakes...Then there goes...The bike just skiied off...And we fell...Cool...Twice I escaped...Think will be very very very careful next time when I driving my OWN vehicle...
Haha...But one thing from then til now I still don't understand...When we were in the car, I knock my head, forehead bleeding...Nvm...This time, wearing helmet...Fell, again, my face got scratched...How the hell that happened?!?!?!
Posted by Sunny @ 10:10 PM
Phew, was thinking whether to blog or not...So lazy nowadays, because....ORD Loh!!! Just had my parade on the 13th...
Miss the guys, all the flash back starts to play...First day of enlistment and all the shit...The feeling was like, breaking up with your partner after a two years relationship...Feeling so empty now...
Thanks for attending...Really appreciated it...
Hmmm, thing were peaceful now...Just hope it will continue to be like that...
Okie, now that I had ended the journey, so that makes me a real man now...So next will be another big step in my life, that is to plan for my future, career and a family of my own...God, it feel like I was just born yesterday and now I am so..."Grown"...
Posted by Sunny @ 4:14 AM
Yeah, having a very early nights off today, had a busy week...Preparing for my ORD parade this friday...Sorry can't invite all of my friends, I am only entitled to 3 person to come and view the parade only...
Everyday keep having drill lessons...So very tired...Kinda sad, 2 years...So fast going to end my NS journey le...Some of my platoon mates is having their last week, man I am gonna miss them hard...
And yeah...My sis just told me something that makes me have goosebumps...It was last month, my mum was sleeping in her room alone, then in the middle of the night, she was woken up suddenly, then when she turn her body over, she saw this little girl bending her body looking at my mum...And my mum described her as a bottomless girl, as in no legs, she can see her until her waist level only...Don't think curve ar...Naughty naughty...haha
Erk...But maybe, she was just too tired ba...
One more thing, its not that I don't give chances, its that I am too afraid to love again, not now...I can't take anymore of those shits...Its too hard even for a guy...Maybe I am the one who needs more time...People keep advising me to move on, don't stay in the past like a wondering soul, but they didn't realise that they are the ones looking back...Haha...Guilt? I never know because of guilt then you be with him will make you happy...
All I want to say is don't give up hope, although my heart is filled with darkness...But there will always be the moon to shine the path for you...All you got to do is to wait til the moon comes out...And with abit of sincerity plus some truth and faith, maybe the path may just lead you to my door...
I have worked hard enough, its time to show me how far you can go...If your feelings are true...
Posted by Sunny @ 5:46 PM
Man, why are guys always so stupid...
My guess were right...She patched back with him le, I put in so much effort and in the end what I got is endless pain and sorrow...
Don't give up the forest for a tree you say? I didn't give up, I was abandon by it...Countless times I give up on oppunities given by the forest...And yet, I give them up for the love I trust that will turn out to be my tale...
But I am wrong, for this pain in my heart will never ease, for this pain in my heart will be my reminder, never to trust someone so deep, love someone so dear...
For this pain will burn and slowly sore my body and soul into crisp...Hatred will not fill me, for I am the one who choose the route for you, for us...
Have a good life and never rewrite this tale of us...He is the one who can out talk you, who can ease your pain and give you happiness...
Have a good life because I exchange mine for yours...Let me burn and turn towards the dark for that happiness you can have now...
I gave up all for you...I don't want anymore of you...So please be true and faithful to him...Don't rewrite this sorrow tale of ours with him...I am just so far away...
Posted by Sunny @ 6:54 PM
Today is the 8th of April...Its a special month I think, today is Enlong's birthday, Tomorrow, 9th of April will be Voon Fung's birthday...
Then on the 10th, its our 2nd month...Haha...Actually its the second month of break up...Man, why shall I still stuck here?
Anyway I think I am getting along well...I rather you don't message or call me anymore, the pain comes back everytime when you do...I reframe myself from looking into your blog, scared I will disappoint myself, your friendster...Afraid of seeing things I don't wanna know...
Haha...I know I shall not behave this way, but I think its the only way that can stop me from thinking of you so much...we had a 3 years relationship...I am not you, I can let go like nothing really happened...
I am make up of fresh and blood, maybe the only difference is I take relationship more seriously than you do...
There is no god to look after you, only yourself...There is no Hope unless you don't help yourself...Where will there be Love if you didn't have Faith and Hope?? I am still searching...
Posted by Sunny @ 4:33 PM
Haha, so nice to be back...So very very long never blog le...Computer spoilt then now got laptop liao...Shiok!
Just got back from chalet at Coasta Sand, Having another one on the 18th this month, so poke liao...And yeah, watched 300 with the whole battalion at suntec, although its the second time i am watching it, I still find it nice, I love the graphics and the way they fight, the spirit and loyalty to their country and king, they look after each other's back, protecting one another.
What else to say neh? So long never blog, feel so weird and pointless cozz dun think anyone still reads this...
Nothing much will happen around me ba? I am forgotten by this world, thats why eveything is dark...Haha...A person without Love, Faith and Hope...What is he?
Posted by Sunny @ 11:58 PM
Just got back from camp, today is my unit's birthday...She is 38 years old le, and at the same time, tonight is also my ORD dinner...
Finally got the chance to wear something different from my usual style...Am feeling so tired...But am so excited about tonight too...Can see my friends again...
Posted by Sunny @ 2:37 PM
Was reading my friend's blog and came across this particular post about the paranormal stuff...found it interesting so I copy what he wrote and at the same time, sharing what I had encounter inside my camp, I guess it quite alright to say it now as I won't be sleeping there for long...
Credit to Zuhaili~~He wrote...
Thursday, September 21, 2006
True story.... really!!!
Have u ever had nightmares every time u shut ur eyes while hoping for a good night rest? Well i did, everytime i sleep at night in my bunk. I don't know why but there may be another occupant, i think. I really couldn't sleep quite well these past few dayz after coming back from taiwan. Not like before my trip, slept like a baby. There was a story before my trip and i mean this happened for real! Well, it was during sometime before a month duty near the ship yard. That particular night a few of us could not sleep that well. That night we were preparing for the next day parade. Usual routine, kiwi shine our boots. But hafiz was the last person to go to bed. He said while he were walking towards the toilet he saw sha & zan chating on their cellphone. But the creepy part was while he was sitting on the toilet bowl, playing with his handphone, he heard a person came in and use the squart toilet bowl 2 doors from his. When he went out to wash his hands he notice the door was half open. Luckyly his handphone rang when he's about to check it out. But still, he kept wondering who the person is course while he was returning to his bunk, he counted every men present in each bunk. Everyone was in bed. Wana know sha's story? Much more creepyer than hafizs'. What he told me was while sleeping he could hear his handphone droped no the floor. Then when he was about to pick it up he saw me not sleeping yet sitting on the edge of my bed looking at the window. But then when he was about to return to sleep, he saw me sleeping on my bed but the silluete of a person sitting on the very same spot. That alarmed to the max. He then cover himself with his blanket. When ever he peeps, he would see the figure looking back at him. But then the next day he never told any body. Wana hear my version of the story?Well that very same night, i went to bed as per normal. The one thing that really freak me out was when i heard the similler voice of my buddys' beside my bed saying, "oi ada hantu... Oi ada hantu.!" (oi got ghost... Oi got ghost!"). Then i realise something. Why would anybody wana say that in a calm maner when there's a ghost and not panic or shouting. And then i felt that something was wrong with the picture. The air wasn't right. So as cowardly as i am, i glance a bit having my eyes half open. I force myself to sleep. But then still feeling that the thing is still there,
i just said some prayers and fell asleep. The next day when i started asking my buddy beside my bed if he did woke up at night or talk in his sleep about ghost, he said no. But then the othes guys started spilling the beans. And thats how i get to know that somethings in this world does exist and may happen at any moment. Like what happened to that night. I just hope its a good thing though!
Another story from a friend...It was still during our BMT time when our platoon strength was about 40 over people? Okie here goes, we had two toilets on our floor, one on each side of the staircase, well, this happened in the one on the far right end...This guy was bathing alone at about 9 plus to 10. Outta sudden, he heard somebody singing birthday song to him...Well that was weird, his birthday is nowhere around the corner...
K, maybe thats his own imagination though, he got posted out of our company in the end though, so no point thinking about it much...
Another one was from KY, he slept at the first bed and he is still sleeping there now...One night, while everyone was sleeping, he woke up for no reason, and from his dazing vision, he saw the same thing sha saw, he saw this figure standing not far away from him, bending over to the person sleeping beside him, he thought it was one of the sergeants doing his night check on the men...And he caught that guy not sleeping, so he didn't care much and went back to sleep...He then asked that guy what "sergeant" said to him last night...But to his suprise, that guy was soundly asleep and didn't notice anybody talking to him...Hmmmmm...
Well, the next two was my own encounters, well, up till today I still don't wanna believe that whether its true or not cozz you know, I didn't really seen anything that was really up close~~
K, its in the same toilet, the one at the right far end, it was before our field camp, everyone drew out their rifle and went for breakfast that morning, and someone is gonna stay behind and look after the rifles. So I volunteered, and my buddy who is steady enough, volunteered to stay too cozz he afraid that I might not be able to handle so many rifles all by myself if someone is tried to play a fool.
Its was raining quite heavily that morning and the sun wasn't up yet, we arranged the rifle in a line and the rest of the guys went for their breakfast, the two of us were left behind doing stupid things. We sang to each other and asked about dumb questions about each other, man...another flashback...K, nvm that...After that we went into the toilet together, haha...Just plainly to pee...Then as I was washing my hands and he stupidly admiring his newly bald head...Everything just went dark...Someone switched off the lights to the toilet...He went out to check as he was nearer to the door, then he on the lights back and walked back in, then the chill part comes, I heard a childish giggle coming from the doorway running past us
into the last cubical...I thought I was hearing things because its raining then I turn towards my buddy, he then gave me that "WTF" face and we ran outta the toilet together...Two different people doing different things encountered the same thing at the same time...Hmmmm...Somethings are really better leave unexplained...
Oh ya, and I heard that the friend who heard the singing said that it was a little girl's voice he heard...Cool huh...
And for the next encounter, I am alone...Doing COS duty, my encik got this small geisha doll on his cupboard of fame, didn't know where he got it from, it was there since the first day I enlisted...Okie, that night, I was sleeping alone in the office, then outta nowhere, this sudden chill started running through my whole body, then goose bumps came in...Maybe because I was startled by the noise of the generator on the second floor...Nvm...I went to off the lights at the front, just wanna have a good night sleep without the lights, then as I toss and turn, I saw the shadow of that small geisha,it was dancing...serious, I know my english is not good and I can't write in a very exciting way, but try to imagine yourself alone in this room full of creepy stuff in a ARMY camp...You off half the lights so that you can sleep then when you face the wall, you saw the shadow of a geisha doll, turning, enlarging, her hands swinging...Haha...Was it the tireness that make my vision blurred or was it just myself with my creative imaginations? My immediate actions was to cover the blanket over my head and didn't dare to move...I still fell asleep though, but nobody believes my story about that geisha...I swear she can dance...
The geisha is now gone from the office with her owner, encik got posted out liao...And actually we have had evidence that something really is prowling among us, cozz from time to time, when we do area cleaning, we will find really really long hair either on the floor or on the bed frames, then there is this once after our deployment, we went back and sha found his bed got this big patch of wet stain from the ceiling...Even dark waters is into the story...Haha...
Well, I have had encounters with this sort of things, but never once I did had the courage to check them out up close, maybe they were just minding their own business? So its always better to leave them to themselves...
Posted by Sunny @ 8:06 PM
Damn man...Just stayed out for a day and so many changes occured...Signing into blogger becomes so troublesome....
Well, just got back from my platoon chalet at Pasir Ris again...Actually was planning to come home last night, but well...Because of the temptation by the chicken wings and stuff...Overdoze liao...Then just miss that last train by 1 minute...
Damn, no choice, baleh back to chalet...Didn't slept long, talk throughout the night...Or shall I say learning how to speak malay throughout the night...Not trying to be racist...But they were gobbling away for the whole night...Yeah, can't sleep so the only thing left to do is to lie down there and try to make out what they were talking about...Haha
Well, received a message from the msn the moment I logged in, yeah...Sweetie asked me to go to this link...So interesting, who said ah mah can't blog? Infact, her english is even better than mine...Or maybe I didn't study hard enough in the past duh...
Yeah, her blog actually was on the papers...But I missed it...Hmmmm, must have to make myself read the papers more now...But don't worry, am still quite well aware about the current affairs happening around the globe...
Anyway, I linked two good people's blog into my "Linkies", do spend some time supporting them, its quite enjoyable neh~ Thanks honey, you make my day...Had some great laughs over reading...Well, off to bed le, have to wake up early later...Tata!
Posted by Sunny @ 8:18 AM
What a tiring day...Was on the phone with my friend til so late last night...Then woke up at 0530 by your voice...Its more effective than planting 3 alarm clocks beside me lor...
Hmmm...Went back for some don't know what course lah, the old woman talk & talk & talk, then we also talk & talk & talk, the whole 2 hours of things she said were so useless, common sense...Maybe only 15 mins of it was worth listening...Some more the PA system so "lau ya"...No power de...
Like lullaby like that, the more the musical notes flew around, the more people got knocked out...Kinda remind me of school days...Haha...Am going to look for a job first, after that will be taking up night classes to further improve myself...
Hmmm, had a nice afternoon...Lunch was great, conversations were great, feelings were great...Just hope time stops...So it will last forever...Hmmm...Went home after that...Took a cab cozz I really can't walk liao...Am so sleepy and lame...Then I found out that the uncle set up a trap for me...After I instructed him where to go, I fell asleep not long after, then when I wake up, the fare was like 15 solid bucks! Damn...Gonna get scolding for sure if you see this...hee...
Reached home, baby cousin was around so I played with her for awhile, then she saw my wound, then start making those funny sound like, "SsssSS, SssSSss, SssSSs"...Hahaha, kids are always so adorable...What will mine look like? I already had their name plan out...Wahaha...
Posted by Sunny @ 1:46 PM
Man, had a bad day...Or rather a bad year...Was fine during the chinese new year season, but things starts to go wrong for my group of friends...
First, I am not sure whether is it my own fault or not, after breaking up with her, I became so...I didn't know how to say, but I start drinking alot, nearly every weekend or rather every chance I had to get my group of buddies together, we will go over to the club or pub to drink...
We drank til quite drank everytime...And whats more, one of them is driving, its kinda stupid but maybe the ego is doing us bad...We were drunk after a night of drinking in clark quay...Then we rest for awhile, til quite awake liao then we will take his car home...
Nothing happened for the first few times, but yah...Not everytime...We had an accident...At clementi area...Nvm, got a bit of bruises and sprained neck...But all were still alive...Haha...But the Honda Civic...Crash until nearly beyond repair...But they will try, but it will cost alot...At least 20K and 3 months before you can take it back...
Nvm...After that something really *Beep* happened...We left our wallets in the car as we usually did...Then we have to wait for him to retrieve them the next day...After that we went to the Hospital...I asked for 2 days MC, the doctor agreed...The moment I got my MC, I just chunk it inside my wallet without taking a look at it as my neck were really stiff and my head aches as I didn't slept the previous night...Was up taking care of the guys as I were the one with the least injuries and I was so scared that one of them will just pass on like that...Who will sleep if they were at your place...Of cozz you must take care of them mah...Nearly got charged for AWOL because the MC that doctor gave only covers me for one day...Haiz...Then for the mistake of that doctor and myself for not checking, I got 1 extra duty!!!!
Nvm, til now my neck didn't actually fully recovered yet...Just this faithful day...Got into another accident again, this time was on a bike...Went out with him to see the doctor cozz he need to get his toe nail fix as he got in growth nail...After that we went to West Mall to walk around as it was raining...After that were planning to go over to Jurong East skating center to look around and chill out there...
Again...We were at Clementi area again...And the traffic were slow...Jam...Then he was trying to change lane, he checked his blind spot, but the other driver didn't want to give way...So he step on the brakes...Then there goes...The bike just skiied off...And we fell...Cool...Twice I escaped...Think will be very very very careful next time when I driving my OWN vehicle...
Haha...But one thing from then til now I still don't understand...When we were in the car, I knock my head, forehead bleeding...Nvm...This time, wearing helmet...Fell, again, my face got scratched...How the hell that happened?!?!?!
Posted by Sunny @ 10:10 PM
Phew, was thinking whether to blog or not...So lazy nowadays, because....ORD Loh!!! Just had my parade on the 13th...
Miss the guys, all the flash back starts to play...First day of enlistment and all the shit...The feeling was like, breaking up with your partner after a two years relationship...Feeling so empty now...
Thanks for attending...Really appreciated it...
Hmmm, thing were peaceful now...Just hope it will continue to be like that...
Okie, now that I had ended the journey, so that makes me a real man now...So next will be another big step in my life, that is to plan for my future, career and a family of my own...God, it feel like I was just born yesterday and now I am so..."Grown"...
Posted by Sunny @ 4:14 AM
Yeah, having a very early nights off today, had a busy week...Preparing for my ORD parade this friday...Sorry can't invite all of my friends, I am only entitled to 3 person to come and view the parade only...
Everyday keep having drill lessons...So very tired...Kinda sad, 2 years...So fast going to end my NS journey le...Some of my platoon mates is having their last week, man I am gonna miss them hard...
And yeah...My sis just told me something that makes me have goosebumps...It was last month, my mum was sleeping in her room alone, then in the middle of the night, she was woken up suddenly, then when she turn her body over, she saw this little girl bending her body looking at my mum...And my mum described her as a bottomless girl, as in no legs, she can see her until her waist level only...Don't think curve ar...Naughty naughty...haha
Erk...But maybe, she was just too tired ba...
One more thing, its not that I don't give chances, its that I am too afraid to love again, not now...I can't take anymore of those shits...Its too hard even for a guy...Maybe I am the one who needs more time...People keep advising me to move on, don't stay in the past like a wondering soul, but they didn't realise that they are the ones looking back...Haha...Guilt? I never know because of guilt then you be with him will make you happy...
All I want to say is don't give up hope, although my heart is filled with darkness...But there will always be the moon to shine the path for you...All you got to do is to wait til the moon comes out...And with abit of sincerity plus some truth and faith, maybe the path may just lead you to my door...
I have worked hard enough, its time to show me how far you can go...If your feelings are true...
Posted by Sunny @ 5:46 PM
Man, why are guys always so stupid...
My guess were right...She patched back with him le, I put in so much effort and in the end what I got is endless pain and sorrow...
Don't give up the forest for a tree you say? I didn't give up, I was abandon by it...Countless times I give up on oppunities given by the forest...And yet, I give them up for the love I trust that will turn out to be my tale...
But I am wrong, for this pain in my heart will never ease, for this pain in my heart will be my reminder, never to trust someone so deep, love someone so dear...
For this pain will burn and slowly sore my body and soul into crisp...Hatred will not fill me, for I am the one who choose the route for you, for us...
Have a good life and never rewrite this tale of us...He is the one who can out talk you, who can ease your pain and give you happiness...
Have a good life because I exchange mine for yours...Let me burn and turn towards the dark for that happiness you can have now...
I gave up all for you...I don't want anymore of you...So please be true and faithful to him...Don't rewrite this sorrow tale of ours with him...I am just so far away...
Posted by Sunny @ 6:54 PM
Today is the 8th of April...Its a special month I think, today is Enlong's birthday, Tomorrow, 9th of April will be Voon Fung's birthday...
Then on the 10th, its our 2nd month...Haha...Actually its the second month of break up...Man, why shall I still stuck here?
Anyway I think I am getting along well...I rather you don't message or call me anymore, the pain comes back everytime when you do...I reframe myself from looking into your blog, scared I will disappoint myself, your friendster...Afraid of seeing things I don't wanna know...
Haha...I know I shall not behave this way, but I think its the only way that can stop me from thinking of you so much...we had a 3 years relationship...I am not you, I can let go like nothing really happened...
I am make up of fresh and blood, maybe the only difference is I take relationship more seriously than you do...
There is no god to look after you, only yourself...There is no Hope unless you don't help yourself...Where will there be Love if you didn't have Faith and Hope?? I am still searching...
Posted by Sunny @ 4:33 PM
Haha, so nice to be back...So very very long never blog le...Computer spoilt then now got laptop liao...Shiok!
Just got back from chalet at Coasta Sand, Having another one on the 18th this month, so poke liao...And yeah, watched 300 with the whole battalion at suntec, although its the second time i am watching it, I still find it nice, I love the graphics and the way they fight, the spirit and loyalty to their country and king, they look after each other's back, protecting one another.
What else to say neh? So long never blog, feel so weird and pointless cozz dun think anyone still reads this...
Nothing much will happen around me ba? I am forgotten by this world, thats why eveything is dark...Haha...A person without Love, Faith and Hope...What is he?
Posted by Sunny @ 11:58 PM
