My World is Dark without Love, Hope and Faith
About Me
Name : Neo Yizan, Sunny
Age : 23
Location : Singapore
Birthday : 8th June 1984
Zodiac Sign : Gemini
Email : hollow_boi@hotmail.com


I love to receive SMSes. Especially yours. I love to receive calls. Especially yours too. I love to pamper you. If only you give me the chance to. I love to be pampered. By you most. I love attentions. Expecially from you. I love to be appreciated. I love discovering stuffs. I like to experiment. I am just human. I am who I am. Love, Hope and Faith are the 3 keys to happiness, I am someone without them...Only a small beam of light shining from the ceiling inside this dark cell, thats my family...My World is Dark...Will You save me?
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    Friday, October 19, 2007

    Day 4

    - W O R K -

    Hmmm, nothing much...knocking off earlier and earlier. Maybe just lucky this week holiday some ports not operating. It told the greatest lie to Miss poor Kanyarat today. I am sorry...Hope you understand and stop bothering me with that freaking 50 bucks invoice.

    - M I S C -

    Don't feel like going out today, sleepy and tired. But wanted to wait for your msg. Nvm...Am use to wasting time waiting. Better don't confront you face to face, don't think you are reading anyway.

    Its gonna be a guys only outing tmr, Saint James again...Hmmm, need to practice more on my cards. So that I can show you the tricks I just learned.

    Finally get to talk to you, 2 whole months you were there and yet we didn't talk, you smile at me everyday, but I am just so dumb. Still remember the first day you smiled. All thanks to my Msg Tone. Just to justify, I AM NOT A PERVERT!!! It just nice you were walking in front of me. Thats it~ :p

    Soccer on wednesday was fun, need to get a new pair of boots soon. And ouch, my back still ache.

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:02 PM

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    Wednesday, October 17, 2007

    Day 2

    - W O R K -

    Things are getting more and more smooth, just that previous mistakes are getting back, stacks and stacks of invoices...Some ever billed up to 1600...Am still thinking of how am I going to explain all those...Am in deep shit now...

    - L O V E -

    Don't think things are going anywhere smooth, still bumpy, but am still okie with what happen today, nice dinner, nice shopping with you, enjoyed chatting without conflicts...Am really positive face to face talk is still the best solutions.

    - M I S C -

    Got only 7 days of leave til the end of the year, still thinking how to clear them, Pulau Redang? Is december a raining season? Anyone can help? just tag it in, Such a failuer, geography still didn't know when the monsoon wind is blowing, Ha!

    Anyway, finally got my new specs, look more decent, but a little too decent. Anyway, it makes my dark circles more obvious, thats the first thing she mentioned when she saw me.

    Anyway, life goes on, just prepare myself for being buttered and barbecued. Haiz, not easy to be me. A slow learner...

    Posted by Sunny @ 12:22 AM

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    Monday, October 15, 2007

    Day 1

    - L O V E -

    I must sleep...Am so tired...The best way to stop thinking is to sleep...won't think of anything...

    Sleeping is a way to relieve stress, I know I will be fine...Its always like that...

    Time will show me the truth...

    Now that I seen it all...I don't think I will love you again...


    - W O R K -

    Hahaha, its getting easier and easier, time to challenge some bigger vessels...Got my confirmation letter just today, got 7 days of leave to clear...How shall I plan it? Don't know...

    Well, something really is bothering me...I start work at 8.30 everyday in the morning, and the official knock off time is 6 and 5.30 on fridays...

    I usually finish my work on time. But some of the old birds keep telling me, better don't go off so early, at least wait til 6.30 then go. EVEN ON FRIDAY LOR...PIANG EH!!!

    I finish my shit liao still have to sit down there like a dumb f**k meh? I am still only 23 leh...I got a life, not like you people, got wife got children, go home see wife and children only lor...

    And the most @^@%$ thing is...THE MRT IS SO DAMN CROWDED AFTER 6.30 ALL THE WAY TIL 9 then start to clear off abit lor!!!!

    - F R I E N D S -

    All good things come to an end. Thats all I can say.

    Get well soon eh...Must be you talking too much on the phone with me when I was sick, now its your turn...LoL~ BTW, I really don't remember saying I am giving you a present on your birthday, so stop pushing so hard~~

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:30 PM

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    Sunday, October 14, 2007

    Tired

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    Been sleeping the whole day...

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    To prevent myself from doing things...

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    To stop myself from thinking...

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    BLOODY HELL ITS MONDAY ALREADY!?!?

    *P.S listen to the song, its for you...

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:38 PM

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    Sunday, October 07, 2007

    say hey!!

    Well, its been so many donkey millipedes legs days ever since my last post, so here is a summarise of What I have Done.

    First off, I ORDed on the 10 June this year, got my IC on the 08, which is on my birthday~ Haha, never knew Army treats me so nicely, even gave me a birthday present, and I am the only one who so called got off on my birthday last year! :p

    Right, second. Found a job, am working in RCL building located at Tanjong Pagar, my job scope, declaring containers everyday. Kinda stress and tired, but I know thats just another stage in life after studies.

    Well, no much time I have to do my own things often as I need to work even on weekends alternately.

    Problems I faced?

    Emotionally
    Fanancially
    Time
    Relunctancy
    Physically

    What ever you can think of lah, I am so weak, thats why god is giving me so many trainings. He sure is going hard on his poor child here. Haha

    Well, wonder who still comes in from time to time to drop a comment, but appreciates whatever is written in there.

    Love is still my first prior to anything else in my heart, maybe thats why I am so miserable, so from now on, I give up. Maybe someone better may just drop by soon? lol.

    Posted by Sunny @ 3:21 PM

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    Friday, October 19, 2007

    Day 4

    - W O R K -

    Hmmm, nothing much...knocking off earlier and earlier. Maybe just lucky this week holiday some ports not operating. It told the greatest lie to Miss poor Kanyarat today. I am sorry...Hope you understand and stop bothering me with that freaking 50 bucks invoice.

    - M I S C -

    Don't feel like going out today, sleepy and tired. But wanted to wait for your msg. Nvm...Am use to wasting time waiting. Better don't confront you face to face, don't think you are reading anyway.

    Its gonna be a guys only outing tmr, Saint James again...Hmmm, need to practice more on my cards. So that I can show you the tricks I just learned.

    Finally get to talk to you, 2 whole months you were there and yet we didn't talk, you smile at me everyday, but I am just so dumb. Still remember the first day you smiled. All thanks to my Msg Tone. Just to justify, I AM NOT A PERVERT!!! It just nice you were walking in front of me. Thats it~ :p

    Soccer on wednesday was fun, need to get a new pair of boots soon. And ouch, my back still ache.

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:02 PM

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    Wednesday, October 17, 2007

    Day 2

    - W O R K -

    Things are getting more and more smooth, just that previous mistakes are getting back, stacks and stacks of invoices...Some ever billed up to 1600...Am still thinking of how am I going to explain all those...Am in deep shit now...

    - L O V E -

    Don't think things are going anywhere smooth, still bumpy, but am still okie with what happen today, nice dinner, nice shopping with you, enjoyed chatting without conflicts...Am really positive face to face talk is still the best solutions.

    - M I S C -

    Got only 7 days of leave til the end of the year, still thinking how to clear them, Pulau Redang? Is december a raining season? Anyone can help? just tag it in, Such a failuer, geography still didn't know when the monsoon wind is blowing, Ha!

    Anyway, finally got my new specs, look more decent, but a little too decent. Anyway, it makes my dark circles more obvious, thats the first thing she mentioned when she saw me.

    Anyway, life goes on, just prepare myself for being buttered and barbecued. Haiz, not easy to be me. A slow learner...

    Posted by Sunny @ 12:22 AM

    _______

    Monday, October 15, 2007

    Day 1

    - L O V E -

    I must sleep...Am so tired...The best way to stop thinking is to sleep...won't think of anything...

    Sleeping is a way to relieve stress, I know I will be fine...Its always like that...

    Time will show me the truth...

    Now that I seen it all...I don't think I will love you again...


    - W O R K -

    Hahaha, its getting easier and easier, time to challenge some bigger vessels...Got my confirmation letter just today, got 7 days of leave to clear...How shall I plan it? Don't know...

    Well, something really is bothering me...I start work at 8.30 everyday in the morning, and the official knock off time is 6 and 5.30 on fridays...

    I usually finish my work on time. But some of the old birds keep telling me, better don't go off so early, at least wait til 6.30 then go. EVEN ON FRIDAY LOR...PIANG EH!!!

    I finish my shit liao still have to sit down there like a dumb f**k meh? I am still only 23 leh...I got a life, not like you people, got wife got children, go home see wife and children only lor...

    And the most @^@%$ thing is...THE MRT IS SO DAMN CROWDED AFTER 6.30 ALL THE WAY TIL 9 then start to clear off abit lor!!!!

    - F R I E N D S -

    All good things come to an end. Thats all I can say.

    Get well soon eh...Must be you talking too much on the phone with me when I was sick, now its your turn...LoL~ BTW, I really don't remember saying I am giving you a present on your birthday, so stop pushing so hard~~

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:30 PM

    _______

    Sunday, October 14, 2007

    Tired

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    Been sleeping the whole day...

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    To prevent myself from doing things...

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    To stop myself from thinking...

    I am so tired...I must sleep...

    BLOODY HELL ITS MONDAY ALREADY!?!?

    *P.S listen to the song, its for you...

    Posted by Sunny @ 10:38 PM

    _______

    Sunday, October 07, 2007

    say hey!!

    Well, its been so many donkey millipedes legs days ever since my last post, so here is a summarise of What I have Done.

    First off, I ORDed on the 10 June this year, got my IC on the 08, which is on my birthday~ Haha, never knew Army treats me so nicely, even gave me a birthday present, and I am the only one who so called got off on my birthday last year! :p

    Right, second. Found a job, am working in RCL building located at Tanjong Pagar, my job scope, declaring containers everyday. Kinda stress and tired, but I know thats just another stage in life after studies.

    Well, no much time I have to do my own things often as I need to work even on weekends alternately.

    Problems I faced?

    Emotionally
    Fanancially
    Time
    Relunctancy
    Physically

    What ever you can think of lah, I am so weak, thats why god is giving me so many trainings. He sure is going hard on his poor child here. Haha

    Well, wonder who still comes in from time to time to drop a comment, but appreciates whatever is written in there.

    Love is still my first prior to anything else in my heart, maybe thats why I am so miserable, so from now on, I give up. Maybe someone better may just drop by soon? lol.

    Posted by Sunny @ 3:21 PM

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